I’m tired of doing this to myself.

I’m tired of being the one who is always out there to get walked over.

I’m tired of my usual “glass is half full” mentality, because it only leads me back here.

I’m tired of pushing the people who care the most away from me.

I’m tired of not being able to write when that’s the only release I have.

I’m tired of fucking up.

Mainly I’m just tired.